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Dear Diary, Well....today is Thanksgiving...here in Canada, anyway...(incase any Americans are wondering). My family celebrated it yesterday though. We had a lavish turkey....with stuffing, potatoes, cranberry sauce.......mmmmmmmmm......It makes my mouth absolutely water with delight. Then, for the finale, we had freshly baked apple pie that my mother made that afternoon.......mmmm....I'm telling you......my mother makes the best! We also had some ice cream. Oh yeah, and during the meal, we had champagne.......YUCK.........I don't care at all for it. Anyway...I am thankful for a lot of things in my life. Namely, I'm thankful that my family and I are still together and that I still have God's love. I'm thankful that I got that $15/hour job. I'm thankful that I am surrounded with tons of people who truly care about me. I'm thankful for my boyfriend. I'm thankful that I'm doing really well in most of my classes...and that I'm actually starting to understand Calculus. The list goes on and on and on, but to cut it short, I'm thankful for everything I have and for what God has gave me, physically, spiritually and mentally. *kissing the sky* Thank you...... Anyway, today I was working on this assignment for my religion literature class. We have to create an original children's book. I already wrote the entire story today and I drew lots of pictures. I'm basically just colouring it all and adding the final touches (like a hard frontcover and things like that). The title of my book is called "Little Children Big Hearts"....I read the story to my parents and they liked it. I'm very proud of it, actually. It isn't completely finished, but I'm pretty sure that I'll get great marks for it. It has a lot of spirituality and moral messages in it. I think that's really important. Anyway...last night, I went to sleep sooooo early. I went to sleep at 8:30 PM. That is a first for me in a long time. Usually, I hit the sack at around 11:30 PM or midnight even. But...yesterday, I felt like I should get a good night's sleep for a change. Today, I felt so refreshed when I woke up. I think the reason why I usually go to sleep late is not just because of habit, but also because I'm usually up late trying to get some of my homework finished after work. If I was able to go to sleep early, I think that I would. I'm going to try to get more rest from now on. Two days ago, I had a very bizarre dream (as usual). Most of my dreams are not logical at all...and they are very verrrrrrry strange. I emphasize this. *smirk* Anyway...so here's what happened: I dreamed that a guy (who I didn't know) and I were near this place where they had mines...like caves. It didn't make sense. Inside these rock caves were recesses of infernos, of sorts. They were hot, sweltering and the workers had to wear these special protective outfits while inside. It was that hot. Anyway...from some possession (haha), that guy and I thought it would be neat to go into that hot spot. It just so happened that two workers had finished their shift and then left their protective outfits on a nearby chair. The guy and I took these outfits and went inside. Now, in real life, I would NEVER EVER do that......I wouldn't be so stupid, especially with a guy who I didn't even know. Anyway...so...we went inside and it looked really neat! Then, we heard that one of the workers was going to come back inside the cave. Both of us got scared, because we knew that he'd catch us inside, and we weren't supposed to be there. So, we went as far back into the cave as we could. Then, the guy I was with was nowhere to be found. It's like he just disappeared and I was there by myself, alone. Of course I was nervous. Now...I did something very stupid. I thought, oh...if I make a run for it, I'll get away and he won't catch me inside. BUTTTT....with the protective suit on, I couldn't run fast...so....I took off the gloves first and started running. DUHHHHHHHHHHHH........what a dumb thing to do!!!!!!!! (I told you that my dreams don't make any sense). So....then my hand started to feel very hot and my hand was burning. In my dream, it didn't hurt though......It felt like mild hot air, but you could see my hand was burning. So....I screamed softly and then a worker in the mine found me. He brought me out. The weird thing was that even though I was an intruder, they didn't get angry at me for meddling in their workplace. They didn't even ask me WHY I was there. They just helped me get out of there as fast as possible and get a doctor to see me. When I saw the doctor, my fingertips were completely burnt off, but I didn't feel any pain. I could still move my fingers, even. That's when the doctor told me that I'd have to get artificial fingertips. Then, he pulled out this Inspector Gadget-type creation. He put it back on where my fingertips were supposed to be and I moved my fingers around. At first, it felt awkward, but then afterwards, I got used to it. This is when I woke up. Hahaha...and the first thing I did when I woke up was wiggle my fingers around. I was so glad that they were my own and not some technological gadget, like in my dream. PHEW!!!!!!!!!!!! You know what I think contributed to this dream? Well...the night before I had this dream, I was watching Oprah and there was this man who had his leg amputated and had to get an artificial one. Boy.....talk about the impact of television!!!!!!!! haha....Well, by now, you must think that I'm totally weird. I wonder what this dream means....hmmm....... Anyway.....it's time for me to go to sleep. I have to get up early for school. Tomorrow is PICTURE DAY....I think it's funny how some of my friends make such a big fuss over it. Whoop-dee-do....another day, another picture. Some of them go overboard and get their hair all done for that day. WHY, I ask......WHY?????? I mean, when you see them everyday, they don't look like that, but if you flip to the yearbook, it's like they're someone else. What's the point? Don't you want to look like yourself? Okay.....sweet dreams.........*muahhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
-------------- WEARING: Multi-shades of Purple Chenille sweater and blue shiny jeans THINKING: I don't want to go to school tomorrow.....*sigh*....That's when I'll get the results to my Calculus test!!!!!!! YIKES!!!!!!!!!! In Finite, I think I aced it though....At least there's SOME good news awaiting me! EYES: Black mascara (gasp) noooooo black eyeliner today! (This is a first! I guess this is because it's the holidays and I wanted a break) NAILS: Still silver glitter nailpolish...although it's chipping. I might change it tonight.... ETC: I got on ICQ to check if Carl was on, but he wasn't...I miss him. 
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Monday October 9th, 2000. - 10:23 PM